HDIF about our new adventure in the area of health and nutrition? DYFF.

Dear LORD:

Thank you for bringing clarity to my health issues. I was certainly very discouraged and was becoming despondent and depressed. You have worked greatly in our lives in this area, through your saints. Thank you for Ray and his diligence in getting this information to us, and helping us to get started. Amen!

MDDL:

Your MEQ this morning was the cute way you proposed that we ride on the train together. How I wish it was me going with you on this trip instead of you being with your mother! That would be very romantic! I loved the spark in your eye as you said we could "fool around". Coobers! Maybe we can fool around together later? Ok!

The way I feel about our new adventure in the area of health and nutrition is challenged, excited, and hopeful.

As I said in my prayer above, I had become very despondent, discouraged and depressed about my health. Your health was also a concern to me. I knew that you had some health issues which were nagging issues in your life. They were not an immediate concern, but certainly could become so. My issues had become very, very serious. I was having continuous suicidal thoughts. I simply wanted to be put out of my misery. Being unable to sleep at night moved me to tears. I was so frustrated and angry with my body, as I wrote to you in one of our dialogs during this period.

I have come to a point of knowing that if I persist in this program, avoiding the consumption of things that I still crave (like barbecue ribs, prime rib, steak, eggs, buttered toast, cheese, and so on and so forth) I will eventually become healthy again. I am slowly losing the weight. Have you been reading my health blog? You should check that out. It is encouraging what is happening.

I still believe that there is a way for us to become involved in the wave of health which must eventually sweep our country. Dr. Sharp told me this is beginning to happen. Doctors are becoming less resistant to nutritional solutions to the chronic problems plaguing our health. It is rare for a patient to be thrown out of a doctor's office because they healed their issue through diet and nutrition. It is being taken more and more seriously.

The pattern of Jodi O'Neill who dropped out of corporate America and now teaches cooking classes is something I would like to explore. I need to understand how we can use what we have learned to make us independent and self-sufficient in what must become the new economy.

I am learning and growing again. This is something I am very excited and challenged by.

The way it feels is like when you told me that I should get into IT. That was a very challenging and exciting time. I realized that you were right, that IT was the wave which was coming, and I jumped on that wave and we have ridden it for 20 years. This is the next wave. We need to ride this one too.

The first step is for us to heal ourselves. We are doing that together. The fact that you have been so receptive and open to what I have been saying is very exciting and comforting to me.

I love you tremendously. You are my sweetheart and the center of my heart. Know that I will always love you, and cherish you forever.

Love,
Me