Is there anything that I could do to make your life easier and more pleasant? HDIFAMA?

Dear LORD:

Help me to know how to love Ruth fully and completely, with my whole being, as she deserves to be loved. Thanks so much for her. She is a precious gift that I treasure. Amen!

Dearest Ruth:

Your MEQ today was listening to me chatter away without ever changing the subject or wavering in your attention to me. It was wonderful just talking to you. I like hanging out with you, just being together and chillin'. Great fun!

You are doing so many things to make my life easier and more pleasant. It is hard for me to know what else to ask for. I guess I would say more of the same: Be responsive to me sexually is a huge factor. You have completely revolutionized my life in the area of sex. I cannot tell you how fundamentally this has changed my heart. You are amazing to me.

Honestly, it is difficult. Let's see. Hmmmm.

OK, I've got one. Go to the gym with me. Yeah, that would be one.

Let's make a date to go check out the new gym. As we figured out today, my body really likes strenuous exercise. And to tell you the truth, it's not a lot of fun. Like I've told you before, my working out on an exercise machine for 30 minutes is slightly more fun than getting my teeth drilled. It's the effect on my body that I am going for. It makes my whole body seem to work better and be happier if I do this fairly regularly. I feel like it is a married single activity though. That's why I want to try to sneak it in at a time when you are working or such things. If I could ever get you to go with me on a regular basis, that would be soooooooo great!

I really don't want to do it by myself honestly. Maybe that's unrealistic, but that would be a secret wish.

I guess ditto on riding the bike. I am happy and contented when I am riding the bike. It is a gentle, non stressful form of exercise, involving minimal pounding. You get to see cool stuff. You have a couple of really great bikes. So if we could get that going it would be great as well.

Basically, I want to combine a couple of things I really like, i.e. biking and working out (not that that is much fun honestly, but it feels really good when I am done) with someone I really love, i.e. you, my beautiful and lovely wife.

I promise to not be demanding about this, though. If you could try to be involved, then great. But I will not make the mistake of becoming a nudge ever again. (Or if I do, just remind me and I will apologize immediately!)

How I feel about this is a bit sheepish to tell you this, because you have made so many huge changes for me in the area of our marriage, communications and sex life. So again, if you do not do these things please understand that I will totally understand and appreciate what you have done. But you asked, so there you have it.

It's kind of like when you are put in a position to receive an award of something like that. You feel a bit sheepish, at least I do. Especially if it is in front of a whole bunch of people.

Or maybe you have been asked to share something painfully personal about yourself to a group of relative strangers. So you feel kind of sheepish.

A little bashful in other words.

Not a huge feeling. Maybe a 3. Hoping you will receive this. Not sure you will. But loving you no matter what.

I love you with an undying love which knows no bounds or limits and is grounded in the love of Y'shua!

Love,
Me